Panteleeva

Yesterday i was bored and signed up in the odnoklassniki social media,lol. For no reason,just was bored. And first friend suggestions there was a mother of a guy,who broke my heart twice many years ago. -me clicks delete account button-

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There s nothing female in you- | my mother said. and no matter how often i scream on you, nothing changes,only sht. this is just... eh

here is 7 days till the last day of quarantine and only from yesterday i started to see police evrywhere,especially near grocery stores and Volunteer-controllers. But they only scare people that they will stop everyone without a mask or walking around streets after 14:00 and get "fines" from them. So here s a thing only about the money again.And here was some cases when person attacks grocery workers with knife to get free food. I can clearly see how families now hate each other,and this is all really scary. Update:All the malls are starting to work again from tomorrow .

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Today this picture is 5 years old,i made this pic on 22 nd April 2015))

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good morning. 10 days of quarantine left

the most popular videos on youtube are voice messages from parents discussing school study while quarantine,.LOTS of hate, annoy,all are angry ,too much dirty words,screaming.etc.And then kids chat where all of them just cry and ask anyone to save them. And all these parents screaming OUR kids are stpd!!!! thank god i graduated from school many years ago... i m afraid for these kids,all these parents just raise children,who will be dead inside....Ok maybe it s not that bad.but still. Also coming to any grocery is a big stress now.,all the workers looks at you like a beast,full of hate. I don t ask for unconditional love lol . But i m tired of having nightmares and panick attacks after grocery store.

lets feel like lil kittens,i heard it helps a bit -warm hugs Marigold-

Sometimesi feel very sad and alone , but then i read my city local vk public pages where posts from guys are like: -Is that possible to find girl 23-27 without a kid?( if any girl react guys always ask why she is signle and then guess that she is fat ,likes to uck dude brain,etc) -Here we have thr ugliest girls ever !agree guys?)(comments are 50 on 50). and then i don t feel alone anymore

Heads are updated to 1.2 version

Panteleeva is already a last name in both worlds,so I have no reason to have 2 last names:)

big hugs for you,Belinda

everytime while phonecall with grandma when i hear:are you nearby?i wanted you to buy me this and that.Ok,.sure i can buy anything, no problem.BUT...she just don t try to hide that i m just a thingy,that should lay down somewhere nearby like useless thing. it kills me everytime. Like i should be NEARBY anytime