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another update( sorry for no normal responds from me).Today grandma called and asked to buy milk and bread. Ok i bought it and gave it to her,she tried to let me in and said :now i will cook a big meat pie and you will help me with it.....I said sorry i don t want meat pie,gave her milk and walked away(sorry i m not 13 years old anymore,it doeasnt work).

i m very happy you started this thread and after i started to post more personal things while crying in rl ,it made me feel easier . (p.s at first i clicked wrong reaction thingy, ugh).

i m really happy to see your long response to my message.I felt like shaking whole day, but now more sleepy and much less thoughts about what happend.thank you so much for your supportive response (me duck in that pic)

thank you so much LittleMe! -hugs-

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some update:Today i bought grandma some mdeicines she needs,even if i thought that she takes all of them without any normal schedule.Later i started to clean her house and this was a moment when it started to be worse.I know she was dringing a bit while i cleaned floors,etc.Because iw asnt able to watch her and clean. She started to yell dufferent rude things,like I ASK YOU FOR HELP BUT YOU DO UGLY FACE AND DON T WANNA DO anything. She believer in what she wants to beliieve in . She cant understand why i cant make smiley face and even smile a bit. Later she started to talk about that someday i will kill mother or she will kill me,because she thinks our relationships are ewww(sadly grandma is the one whio started many our scandals).And then my phone started to ring.It was mom,who wantes to ask if i bought grandma meds.I didnt respond because i was busy while cleaning.Thats was ok for her.But after 2-3 mins grandma started to scream:who was that???mom or your bastards who *ucks you all the time in any hole they know?.. It was final...I runned away with my boots and all the stuff in hands, i remember many of her drunk insults, but now i feel like she (pierced the bottom(how we say in Russia). Many years grandma sister and others from our family kept saying don t pay attention, because drunks can say bad things, actually wasnt meant anythibng bad, because runk brain is not what sober brain thinks..but i don t know...i have no idea how i should talk to her after that.

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Today is my mothers B-Day. Today she recieved many calls with B-Day wishes..BUT some of her friends are always mention ME,and while cionversation thay mention all ma fails and what a hero my mom is to raise the useless eww like me. If you say b-day wishes to a person,why you need mentionher kid?they need to realize that my life is not their ucking business,even if i know what a sh.t my mother always told them about me my whole life, no matter what i do.

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Today all the buses and trollebuses(not sure if i wrote the word right,lol) tickets was FREE for women and i really had fun while visiting many grocery stores and wasnt walking loong time,hehe . Tomorrow mothers B-Day ,Uncle said 2 weeks ago he will make a reservation of nice restaurant for celebrating this important day.. But then...silence....Grandma talked to mother many time with:just call him and ask what he will do! Mother said she will not.Later grandma said that Uncle and his family is sad about uncles grandkid having one leg much shorter than another one . So i m scared that actually celebrating will not happend and mother probably will be offended ( ih i don t wanna think about that). But compared to uncles 50 years celebrating (2019) was BIIIIIIIIIIIG.so..i don t know

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thank you so much ❤️this answer means a lot to me

when my grandma tries to offend me,she says "genes are genes" when she wants to say that my father is a piece of sh.t. Today is happend the same when i forgot to come to clean her house. I said that Malyi(my younger brther) can do that...she said :Maluyi you said?he have 8 classes a day and then tutor. And what do you do?NOTHING!!!!i screamed SURE I M THAT PIECE OF SH.YT. and ended the call. And i feel liek if i m that bad, can my family f.ck off ? they say i m piece of sh.yt. and younger brother is hero. BUT 1) he never hears her dru*k offensibe words 2) he were never beaten for no reason 3) he never heard from her he is human error 4)he never got sh.tty caalls from her thats it.

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