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i m tired of nightmares ,because i m always (on the enxt day) google what does that means and oftenly my nightmares means trouble.i m tired to be scared of everything . anxiety make me feel giant brick on my heart physically and emotionally. I enjoyed lockdown at first,because i don t saw much people in the streets, but now this loneliness chokes me and makes me want to cry again and again.

In Moscow quarantine till 31 may, and now we wait till the same happends here officially.i m tired

so the malls are slowly opening, all the shops will be opened till 10 may maybe. When you enter the mall you should sanitize your hands and put the mask on, but many people still walking in with scandals and complains.uuuh

May holidays pic)))

1) I had old sink in my bathroom and 1 year ago it started to have 3 tiny cracks which made triangle ,and everythong was all good loong time, all i had to do it cover it with duct tape. But today this triangle thong judt fell down with very loud sound. SO my sink now officially broken .And now it s again the best moment for that. 2) Grandmothers cat(female,9 years) started to have a weird thing on her belly and it doeasnt look normal.It can be everything,anything from just infected spot ,tumor or even cat nipple(breats??) cancer. Gradnmother don t want to take her to the vet because she knows hr cat will need a surgery, and many cats after surgery in our city just died , and owners had to deal with their loss and money,which they paid to save their pets.so mother and grandmopther are with same opinion:ok, if she will start to suffer in pain, we will put down her. meh

@BelindaN my heart is with you Belinda.Stay strong💖

Today in the morning i wasnt really in the good mood,got dressed and was ready to get my meat grinder i ordered a couple of days ago. Then waited for the trolleybus and realized i need to go back home,because i needed to pee(lol). When came closer to home one dude was running at me and saying very loud: YAY I M SURE YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAVE KEY OF THE Entrance AND YOU WILL OPEN IT FOR ME. IM YOUR NEIGHBOUR FROM 2 ND FLOOR!! i said i don t give a duck who he is (lol i don t saw him before). He said sorry if i broke your mood ,i asked him to shut up,i was annoyed like omg. When i opened this uckin door,he dissapeared fast . In most of cases if person wants anyone to open Entrance door, he-she just say CAN YOU open the door please adn everything ok.

I like to watch this dude,who have fun in the date apps,pretending to be a girl ))video have many languages subtitles

Welcome back:)

casual evening with my new little friend)

i can t know when my grandmother will talk normally, or when she will not...Answered on her call today and she said i should come and get some half of meat she bought. When i said i don t want to come today,she started to ask what i m doing.And then said :why you don t come,you don t ucking do anything anyway. =me hangs up the phone- i m in the mood of sitiing on kitchen chair,close my eyes and not think about anything

new info:20 days quarantine left. +36 new cases. And today i saw 15 cars near neigbours house and around 18 people in the morning. uh

my blanket is fluffy

Agree :) when I became mesh 3 years ago I bought hourglass first,and then physique , and later bought maitreya because I was like:ok,maybe I will wear it someday. And now all bom and I think about go back to slink:)

My pet peeve when I can t choose between slink and maitreya.

-support hugs-

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