Akasha Sternberg

ARRRRRR!!!!!!! Cheers to that

we posed our butts off and Monsieur is resting on the floatie

ARRR

that! And just like everywhere else the focus seems to be shifting to shallow and very individual "problems" and problems... People seem to tolerate ...even... accept drama much more. I ignored quite a bunch of people on here recently...5-10 in fact ... because when in RL I´d walk away and if needed tell them I´d rather prefer not being around them or communicating with them because of their behaviour online I block the hell out of people, there´s too much negativity around to deal with every piece of bs... Of course, yes, some conversations don´t make sense to me anymore and because of them being quoted I still see waaaaay too much of the stuff they pour out of their fingertips, but it´s still better than have this stuff in front of my eyes ever so often. My online times vary massively due to busy perks in RL but I´ve noticed myself tending towards few selected posts and the inworld groups. For social anxiety - it´s not much of a secret that I am one of those, too and I´ve found myself disappointed ever so often when I dared to reach out. Wanting friends is not playing Pokemon Go for me. I do that on my phone if I´m outside and remember to, but with acquaintances and friends I´m way more picky... I have to as I´m weirded out by people ever so often which increases my anxiety. Plus I bet people are weirded out by me, too, and that leads to more disappointments no one really needs. So yes, the forum has become more negative, just like pretty much every place in every world and life

hanging out at the HAngout with Orwar, Catrie ,Clover and the headless anvyre^^

well of course^^ and yeah for me it´s "do I have the energy? Do I have the idea?" and then GO GO GO^^

ok let me say it again^^ S-U-P-E-R-S-T-A-R !!!!! get it now? Don´t worry we´ll make sure you won´t get too high headed I´m proud of ya *_*

3 outfits, 3 blogposts 1 day^^ (I kinda remember preaching NOT to do this - but... today I had the inspiration and energy....so... I did it^^ but...don´t do it regularly kids ) 1. 2. 3.

well... of course^^ I told you you´re a Superstar 😜 but I´ve been busy, too - 2nd Post today... ah well^^ maybe I´ll manage to do another one - let´s see^^ A penny for your thoughts... follow me.... it´ll be worth it... come.... come... Details ^^

that´s what I read first every time I hit this thread.... XD ^This right there!^ ph and I wouldn´t mind some non-skimpy punkish clothes for urban RP... that´s decreased massively as well (and no, not everything - including torn pantyhoses and fishnets is necessarily skimpy ;P). Usually punk and goth fashion is the same as this "fabric allergic could be clubbing fashion or workgear for the ones in the oldest industry of all industries" stuff, so my characters are...yeah... not fully dressed the way they would be

I used to be known to do that to stores, clubs and groupchats^^

oh bless it will come though....Autumn is coming I was told if we have no idea N/A would work, too you can´t go wrong with those two^^

just a cozy autumn outfit using a WOH gift by Petite Mort, applier jeans by BDR and booties by Sentinus^^ Oh and I felt like Lyric again - one of my fave Truth hairstyles

ohhh I happened to take a shy peak at your profile before ^^ and I think I´d never have the nerve to request anyways ... *blushes* but yeah I bet you´re a good swimmer being flooded with them bad kitty^^ XD thanks for making my day...needed that badly

why the hell do people expect instant friendship from dropping a "hello" IM to people and having a blank profile ffs... I seriously don´t get it... they throw everything at you without exchanging a few words, to see if we click .... and then get bitchy when I say that it doesn´t do it for me... Like I´d instantly know what every effin person wants from me when they say hi - I really seem to attract idiots recently... damn... do they run around in RL "hey... are we friends now?" - damn that could get you KILLED in some places....*rolls eyes and sighs heavily* But yeah I deeply regret posting in some threads....damn I gotta be more considerate of what folks is lurking there again... Guess I´ll stick to the Cartel-people-filled threads XD you´re my kind of people^^