Panteleeva

more natural than before

need a spring now

random home pic. i started to think about try Belleza since 2017...really like that i got the shape even closed to my rl...but still

Somewhere in 2011 i tried Russian game Avatarika(the game was uckin weird, avatars looked like ghosts,chats were full of spam). Places were only clubs and gardens.Once i talked to one dude and he said that secondlife is much better and it have more freedom to move and edit avatar. I was sure SL will be 1 day thing for me just like IMVU,Avatarika.But after i signed up as Panteleeva,i decided to explore ) and here s screenshot of Avatarika,lol

*Booty's Beauty* [OMEGA & BOM] Flirtation Lips

i got mcdonalds meal

I fight with myself about it my whole life. Like in school years the whole school was full of valentine cards,baloons and decorated like concert hall and there was lots of couples from 5 th grade to 11 ,all of them hug-kiss and all that,loud music ,everyone is happy.(the big plus of it was just 2-3 classes and thats it). I walked on that floor with roses,saw all these happy faces and it broke me every year,till i was able to escape from that when i was in 9th grade . it s the thing which i "planted" the thought that if i don t have anybody,that means no one needs me and other a bit depressive things . Like ny Boss -friend says "uck it, let them live thair lives and you live your own life". sorry for the mess in my message and thank you so much for your support, it s very important for me 💗

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Valentine s day make me feel good,i love atmosphere in this day in sl and in rl.but in the same time many memories comes in my head like one of my exes will have happy date with his gf and another one will celebrate it with his wife. And i will celebrate it with my lonely heart and sl

got these flats and a dress in 2017 Valentine day))) and then forgot about it,lol

the whole school time i never recieved valetine card which is not a joke or try to hurt me, college time is the same . 2 years ago in Valentine s day i met ex bf at grocery store ,sho remined me that he found another girl very fast and taken and happy for a long time . Later i fotenly looked at ex college classmates and see how happy &married with kids they are and i m still in my empty space watching 50 shades of grey which make me feel better for 3 hours. I remember i was at all 3 movies in cinema and saw many lonely girls who watched movie in total silence (only 1 st movie was fail because i had 3 women sits near me and commenting anything they cak, especially Dakota J boobs). eh😓

*Booty's Beauty* [Catwa & BOM] Majesty Eyeshadow *Booty's Beauty* [Catwa & BOM] Darkside Makeup Set *Booty's Beauty* [Lelutka Evolution] Mattitude HD Lips Inworld store

oh thank you.it s outside of dance sim ) http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Junkyard Blues/193/20/23

spring love

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once again talked with mom and had a big hope of no hysteria and all that..but once again her:look at yourself bombovoz (bag of bombs,lol).See how slim,sporty girls are with softy lips,makeup ,etc.. Why it sounds so discusting to me..literally feel like bag of sh.t now..

hug

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