I'm going to reveal too much information here, but it's not going to matter because I've forgotten the passwords to the alt's account and to the email associated lol.
I'm Ellie, Ellie is the SL extension of the 1st life me. However, due to a rabbit hole I fell into during my first trip to SL,(a 2-year, addicted rabbit hole), I left for a long time (yes, broken heart). When I tried to come back as Ellie, it hurt too much, and I didn't want to let anyone close enough to hurt me again, so I decided to do my own kind of role-play. I created an alt and then created a fake 1st life. I had a whole backstory for the 1st life plotted out so I could stay on track, with enough resemblances to my real life to make it easier for me to handle conversations (I'm not very good at ad-lib). I even created morphs and photo-shopped them into real pictures and created profiles outside of SL to make her seem even more real, in case anyone decided to cyber-stalk her. I used a name that was fairly common for the geographical area she was from, to make it even harder to cyber stalk her lol (but she would come up). I figured this way, I would never ever be tempted to cam again and I would only have a limited set of pictures to share - because the gig would be up. I did this as a shield for myself and it only lasted a month or so (and all that work! lol), because I am just me and I can't keep up a story long (I'm just too damn honest). I came back to Ellie and am staying there. I decided that best way to protect myself is just to keep within the boundaries I set for myself and let people know upfront what is a No-Go. They can like it or they can leave.
PS, yes, this was totally dishonest and along the lines of what was done to me, which is a big part of why I couldn't keep it up - I felt too guilty when I was interacting with good, decent people.