Sonja Smedley

Ignorance...yes you are right...this is what I mean :-)

Basically, everything is just a createdness of the humans...... all the sciences, the languages, simply everything here on earth. ( I do not mean nature of course or the planet itself). People give names to things ... they wrote the Bible ... actually all made by human hands. So I ask myself seriously, who gives us the right to say actually what really is and is not in this world? No one knows what this world really is and why we are here and were we did come from. I do not believe all that stuff we got teached in school ... Soooo ... maybe I am different and seem crazy to all the other people but this is how I am and I do not need to hide my feelings I am honest.

I guess this is the question we cannot answer. And this is the point that makes it exciting...for me.

Oh no...not only nightmares...it is only how you see the world. You create the nightmares when you think that way.

This is nice thank you....:heart: I like the imagination to see life only as a dream...why not when it makes me happy? And honestly who knows really what happens when we die...no one knows. So we can have as many discussions as we want about it, in real no one knows the answer...at this is wonderful.

Here it is too....at part five...it starts at 1 hour and 37 minutes....

Fact is you would not understand me...cause you cannot see it like I do now. That´s why the discussion would continue in this direction I don´t want it to continue. I can only say for myself that it helped me a lot to understand some important things and see the world different now...more beautiful and not that negative anymore. I can say I was most of the time a pessimist, but now it clears up for me. I it kind of freeing. And it is very much worth to live this life as it is.

Well I would love to discuss this all..that's why I have posted this link..but I cannot discuss it with people who are not familiar with the whole workshop..it would only continue like the last 3 sites. And this would be a waste of time. I do not defense I only say it is worth to watch for people who are interested. If anyone takes his time to watch it out there feel free to contact me after that.

She is speaking german so don't worry she will understand...hehe

The makers own part comes in part five as he said at the beginning. Please don't judge something when you only saw 40 min or less. No one forces anyone here to watch it. If it is nothing for you then fine. Don't waste your energy here.

Warum?Nur weil ich offen bin fuer viele Sachen und diese mich auch interessieren? Ich sehe mir die Dinge vorher an und bilde mir danach ein Urteil und schimpfe nicht schon vorher drauflos. Manchen hilft es anderen nicht..das ist auch ganz ok. Ich finde es nur schade, dass der Grossteil der Menschen so reagiert wie hier. Nicht schade fuer mich sondern fuer diese Menschen.

Actually I was hoping that only people who are interested in these things would watch it. And honestly what is really normal in this world?

Very funny indeed...I know some people are different and that's nothing bad at all.Just continue your life as you like it that's good.

You are very welcome Mister! By the way I was wondering why people like you need tranquilizer.;-) Actually they never wake up.

Lol..sorry to hear that. But it is really interesting. And you should not compare this with sex..smiles.

A friend of mine gave me this link and I first said oh no...this is nonsens I do not watch it, but then I did and I must say it changed my view of life completely.I give you here the link of the first part...all together there are 5 parts and more than 6 hours to watch but I recommend it to all who are interested in such things.It is worth it. And I would like your honest opinions about this. Would be great to hear from you.Thanks.

This is the landmark: http://slurl.com/secondlife/SLOW/129/248/22 You should land in front of this hair:0)

I think this could be from KIK cause I have it...when it is that one.Let me check later when I am inworld then I search it and send you a pic of it. Just IM me inworld when you have time:-)

Hey welcome to SL would be nice to meet you ingame and chat maybe. Just message me inworld I will be on in a few hours.

Ups I made a mistake with the topic...sorry please. Well it is crap typing on the smartphone lol.

Hey would like to get to know you. I am also searching male friends to share my SL with. Shopping for houses and furnitures is my thing too...at the moment I try to build a house on my own.It is far from perfect but fun. Where are you from?My english is not perfect too cause I actually speak german. Well If you want to chat would be very nice. Just send me a message inworld If I am offline I get the message to my phone.

Yes sir I will..:smileyhappy:

Hey:-) I see you often online but I always think you are busy maybe. But would be nice to meet you again.:matte-motes-bashful-cute-2:

I had the same problem with freezing since the latest update of firestorm viewer. I asked for help at the support but in the end nothing did help. Then a friend gave me the tipp to install singularity viewer and now everything is fine again. With firestorm it was only a pain...everytime I moved fast or camed around or even clicked on an item the viewer got frozen for nearly a minute or more. This was no fun playing anymore. Since I have singularity I love to play SL again...it is similar to the old phoenix viewer but you get used to it very fast. Here is the link If you need it: http://www.singularityviewer.org/

Hey I am looking for a male friend to hang out with. I have only a few close friends but most of them are not always online the same time as I am. So, If there is someone who feels lonely too sometimes ingame, feel free to contact me. I like to go out dancing and I have a few things I do here like my breedable pets and I also like to create sometimes. Love listening to music and chat. I am european timezone but I am ingame at different times. Would be cool to hear from you soon.....