If @CaitlinParkeris still hanging around this thread, do you mind telling what Bible Study group is active? I noticed a few when I searched, but I'm not sure which one(s) still meet up.
Also, I know it's been a bit since you posted this, but I sincerely hope you're in a better place. Depression is an ugly beast, but it doesn't hang around forever. I hope you've made you way through the worst of it and are feeling rejuvenated! I'm new, and a bit awkward, but feel free to message me if you'd like.