Boudicca Littlebird

LOL, you have no idea, but i like you, when it comes to money people do all kinds of things and when you have patent agents in the US and japan that are just out to screw you it gets even worst, i would not wish what i went though on any one, for 5 years i dreamed of diiging a big hole and building a bunker to lock some of these chars in and slowly starve them to death, for 5 years all i could think of was that, like i said it destroyed my life, lol, ignorance is bliss.

Sympathy is not required, I got all I needed out of it, I agree horse for courses.

I was not testing people, i was testing my abilty to fit and i failed, read the post that stands out to.

All my life I have stood out, being here for the first time in my life I have been like an ordinary person, to escape me is something I have always wanted, to be one of the crowd, in the days when I had patents I was surrounded by people I could not trust, so many wanted to be a friend and some even claimed to be, even a Tory MP said he knew me, I have never met one in my life, but all wanted to jump on the band wagon, they destroyed my life and I didn't want to fit with them but coming to places like this I can be an ordinary person but I do find it hard to fit and the older I get so it gets harder.

I found it very childish, but i am old, i am 58 years old, makes me worry that i can no longer fit in any of these places. i was 58 on the 18th of august, was a present to my self, i had to know if i was wasting my time.

On the 17th of august I created a thread about the big bang http://community.secondlife.com/t5/General-Discussion-Forum/Is-the-big-bang-fact-or-fiction/m-p/1638349#M74321 at the same time I put the exact copy of it on SLU http://www.sluniverse.com/php/vb/politics-religion-society/75407-big-bang-fact-fiction.html I wanted to see the difference between the 2, the replies here were more science based, wheres the replies in SLU were mostly very childish, seems to alter the perceived notion of how the universe is made is some thing people don't like, the replies in SLU have put me off for life as to ever commenting there again, I was taking a months break, mainly to see if I could do it, for that month I had the choice to log every day, but only logged into national papers that I comment in, I am a bit of a star in other places, here I am seen as a fool, but that's OK. I can't see the appeal of SLU as it has far more bullies than here, I would say that the bullies here are older than those in SLU, I found the same culture of corruption with the owners having special friends that can say any thing, the CEO has really gone down in my estimation, I am beginning to think he is very young, he comments there and not here, could mean he is scared to comment here and finds the kids at SLU more to his level, SLU seemed top be full of people that just want to make silly comments no matter the subject, but when my self imposed exile was up I came here, I can't go near SLU as I really do see it as a kids site. What do you think of the two, the fact that SLU is more popular shows SL is filling with kids, some of you may not agree with me, but read the comments of both threads, it does stand out a mile.

HI, I did but I feel bad now as I was ignorant of this war(been away for a month), I think the sailors think all people with warships are the same group, believe it or not I am in no group, I agree that the German battleships I saw were prim/script monsters, I tried to make all my ship with min prims and script, when I suggested to them that fine detail(100's of prims) is not very good at moving about and crossing boards, they implied my ships looked like kids toys, well they may not have the super detail they have but they do the job intended without using up a sims prims & script time. I feel bad because I now realize that the sailors saw me as one of the warship group, that was due to me not communicating with them and just testing my things ignorant of what was really happening in the Blake sea, I will find somewhere else to test and hope they all sort their problems, if I had known of this war I would have not started this thread. The lesson I have learnt is that I sit there thinking of the big thing without thinking of the people, I think that is a side affect of just working here and not talking to people here, it is hard for me to really talk to people here because lucinda and the rest of my alts are an idea, an image and not real people at all.

Look I don't mean to be neg but SL is a US company and I have never known a us company do anything but lower standards to squeeze that last penny out, look at every industry in the US, every thing is squeezed for the max profit, it is the US culture and will end in being sucked dry, it has been done to every country they touch to.

Hi I got that crasher detector and gave him 500 lindens but had to remove it as it just spammed me seems it is collecting av info then giving it to shops, it only has one script, I don't think it does as it says I think it is a fake product to get av's info, but I had to start muting shops that spammed me a few minutes after I out it on, so I removed it and deleted it, the 500 lindens I will put down to me being a fool, I think you should check it out and don't recommend it any more.

I just spent a month away from sl, from the 17th/8 to the 17th/9, the longest ever time in the 5 years I been here, I found it very easy, in fact it was good for me, didn't have to put up with the dally greifing from people in sl or the redtops here, I came back to finish the products I started and to put them on market place, I been back 3 days, the first 2 days people with old scores hunted me out and the redtops insult as they did before, but today the stalker has vanished, pity the redtops don't but that aside, although I had 1 month of lovely peace the 3 days I have been back have been stressful but I hope to have regained enough strength to finish what I stated and then plan to leave for good as a game, I will visit for just an hour every 2 weeks to just check the servers and land and take any money out, I will not visit this forum as this is one of the main points of stress as you are finding out now, lot of the so called helpers here are more akin to ss guards.

Hi, i did but a person called void who i had a falling out with here carried on the battle using all her contacts there, so that was the last time i went there, she even boasted on how easy it was to drive me out.

Well i gave my view in the thread only to have a redtop do what they do best and sneer, when sl has so called helpers like that then they dont stand a chance anyway, it just falls to the level of the school yard. for grown up people i think it is time to leave.

Judging by the thread about new linden products suggest it will all be in vain, sl has a limited live span it would seem, don't think i will be making any new products or waste time thinking of new things.

Don't look like the kind of thing I would do, plus I am not buying any more computers and would never buy an ipad, looks like something for very young kids, if this is the way sl is going then it is time to leave for good next time, since the kids came to SL it has reduced it to a school yard, this can only make it worst, wow this has to be the most depressing thread in this forum, to me it says that the end of sl is very close.

I have flexi hair with no script in it, i don't wear things like the misty hud, i did once, but thought if one hunts for problems one finds them, so stopped wearing it, if i don't see then i don't get hurt, but i have just got that crasher detector, see how that goes.

I was by the big TV person here, i spent 5000 lindens in 2007 on a big TV, lots did, i could not get the movies so complained, lol, many know i don't mince my words, well he sent me a thing to update it, i rezzed this thing and the tv was deleted, i had no tv at all, he then muted me, so since that day i have made all my own script, have not bought a scripted thing like a tv or radio since, it did teach me a lot about script, cos i was a land baron then, so if it wernt for him i may have never got into script.

I think it is the amount, also take all worn script of and any cloths with resizes. I have found to much worn script, I make meters from 64k to 3 meg, the big system of 3 meg did create problems, so I made a naval meter of just 112k, and that works perfect, no trading system only combat, disease, food, drink and drugs, but worked perfect. Also 90 degrees is the best angle, but many course are 45 degrees, so 1st 2nd and 3rd all cross at the same time.

TY, i have got it, lol, it will stay attached to me forever now, i will donate some money to the guy, ty again.

It is not the size I think or the speed as planes fly faster but it could be the amount crossing, what I have noted with the racers as I stop work till they are gone and I watch them, they cross the boarders at an angle, and what I have seen is 3 or four crossing at the same time, even though they are not level with each other, I have noted at moments like that you are lucky to get any boats cross at all, and this is because of the angles that the courses are, when they make these course the don't think of the square nature of sl but see the whole sea as one sim, I don't have that kind of problems even with the huge carrier, mainly cos it crosses on its own, I don't know what would happen if 4 carriers crossed the boarder at the same time, maybe they would crash to.

ty i will look into that.

ok, ty, i will do that, change the shape a bit to, ty.

So if you have never does this mean you have for all the things you do not say.

I think if some sims in the far west were made combat like the sims in the Blake sea then the problem would go away, say for example Porter,Farragut, Sapas and Nepthys, those 4 would suit, would be nice to have more and be able to use the Nautilus dock the station aircraft carriers so planes could take of, and maybe use Rodel as another port for another side, this would make use of the underused west and give all docks and airports a new lease of live and give the sailors of the Blake sea the privacy they seem to need.

LOL, I do have pink, each plane has a texturepaint script, the whole paint work is a single texture for every plane, the texture is made up of all the parts and you just strech it in the relevant direction, this helps with lag as all the planes only need one texture to show all the parts, but the captain perms to change the textures of anything rezzed from his ship, lol, so he only has to shout "color pink" and all in shout range will turn a nice shade of pink, lol, I shout pink if we have a drama queen, also there is a texture command for sides like "side usa" and one where you can put your own by shouting "texture UUID key". Also you can shout "color <1,1,1>" or any color vector, the ships only change the flag on the side command, they don't have texture or color commands, but all the planes and helicopter do, plus the helicopter has a red cross command "side redcross"

LOL, ty, now I know it is a war I feel better, I did think it was me and I had attracted a nutter, yes he is over stepping the mark, but thinking about he did stop me from working and attract that side of me that is not very nice, you all know you have all seen that side of me, lol, but I will leave him alone now I know he is not picking on me.