I left a message on your feed profile, but reading this thread makes me realise that you won't have a clue what I am talking about. No, it's nothing to do with mesh. I'm outing my favourite-named inworld alt - since LL hasn't got around to banning it yet - especially to wish you the best with your RL activities and to recommend that you get out of this place as soon as possible.
Awe ... what a sweetie!