Audesh

This is my first time using this forum and actually reaching out specifically on here. I'm starting to get the gist of this after years of off and on. I have been on a lot of virtual applications but by far I have struggled the most with this one. I would really appreciate it if someone could take the time to help me understand a bit more, I know there is YouTube videos and other sources but I'm more of a hands on learner so if someone could literally be there OR help me based on my questions that would be greatly appreciated. I find myself a bit overwhelmed or attention drifting when I try to watch the YouTube videos. Just to kind of give an idea of what I would need help with is like putting on outfits, hair, meshes, etc. and I am a female btw so someone who can work with that specifically! *someone with patience as well lol I have had my account for a while but I am still "new" , I can definitely compensate for your time as well!