Thank you all for your input. And you're right Rival. Sharing this has helped. Before it was just my brother and sister in SL who know of my torture.
Tex mentioned how she feels about me. She told me yesterday in a few words that she misses me too, but we just don't want to go down this road again. So this is not the issue.
We've come to a mutual decision that we will move forward. I've accepted it as much as I would prefer another outcome.
So, my issue here is trying to forget her...to take her out of my mind. To eliminate wanting and missing her. To forget the cute and affectionate way