Thank you all for the kind words.
I'm sure many of us have suffered the loss of someone close to us in here. When people call it just a game or only pixels, times like this you realize it's more than that, the emotions can be more real than you want to admit, at least now for me I can see that clearer than ever before.
To all that have lost someone, I can understand what you've been thru.
HUGZZZZ,
Tiger