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  1. The last time I left SL I swore I would never come back. That’s nothing new. I’ve said that a couple of times before. Sooner or later I always come back. I tried to log onto my old account and realized that I forgot the password both to it and to the email that I had set up in some vain attempt to separate SL from RL. Perhaps that is for the best. I am pretty sure that anybody left who would know me by that name would prefer it if “I” never showed my face around here again. I can’t really blame them. Even if someone from my past incarnation did want to speak to me again I probably couldn’t face them anyhow. Yeah, I usually do a pretty good job of messing everything up. Each time around adds a new group of people I have to take care to avoid. It’s really unpleasantly surreal when I run into a past friend or love and having to stop myself from calling out to them. No matter how careful I am I always seem to run into someone again. It’s usually someone I once loved or even worse, still do. I once made the mistake of trying to talk to someone as if I was a stranger striking up a conversation. That’s a mistake I will not make twice. If you ever find yourself in that position in the future, trust me. Don’t do that. I wonder what I will be this time around. Will I be a furry, a tiny, a human, or something else entirely? I haven’t made my mind up yet. I need to crawl out of this noob suit into something. It looks like Grendel’s is still around. I’ll pop over there for something interesting while I make up my mind. I see this place is still standing after the invasion from the teen grid. How did all of that turn out in the end? What is the latest Armageddon facing SL? I know there has to be one. There always is. SL wouldn’t be SL without the twinkling of the little tinfoil hats in the simulated night sky. I’m embarrassed to say that I’ve run around sporting one of those before… I wonder what I will do this time around. I don’t think I will do anything. Whenever I script, build, or try to create anything I get too wrapped up and invested in this place and things get “weird”. God forbid I try to collaborate... that never works out well. I look back on all of the pointless projects, silly battles won and lost, and all of the pipe dreams that I so desperately believed in with pure disbelief. It’s funny in retrospect. The hurt feelings and heartbreak… not so much. I will take care not to hurt anyone again. This time I will do things differently… Just like all of the times before…
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