Vryl Valkyrie
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Looking back over old SL memories brings me to a song that I wrote many years ago, shortly after I met Paul (Script Shark). I filmed it in Kowloon in SL because it was one of our favorite places to go.
I wrote this song so many years ago but it seems the person who I wrote it for was Paul, except at the time I did not that until he died April 19, 2024. Love and miss you so very much baby!
Although other artists have recorded my song, and did well, in addition to me also doing my own recording of my original song, I still prefer this one best (performed by Mel Cheeky), who has the most amazing voice.
The story behind the song is that I was sitting on the toilet one day with the lights off, just relaxing, doing nothing serious (if you know what I mean). These words and melody just sorta came to me. That is how Evoke was born.
It's about a place that exist within us all. But in my little vision of it as I wrote the song, it was a kind of place in 1800's England., walking down a lonely cobblestone street on a rainy, foggy, hazy night. It's about a love that may or may not exist. This person needing, wanting it so much that she evokes him into her life. It's not a witchy song even if it may sound that way. It's just all about want, desire, need and believing in something, or someone so hard that it happens. Evoke.
But in the end it is Paul that I "evoke".
"Evoke"I'm falling to a place inside my soul
It's lonely.. far from your heart
I'm searching through the remnants of my mindBridge: its cold outside... its dark inside... i'm bleeding
I'm broken.. imprisoned by my fears
Forsaken.. lost somewhere in tears
I'm dying... haunted by the yearsBridge: its cold outside... its dark inside... i'm bleeding
I'm guilty.. drowning in my sin
I'm blinded... unable to see the light
My sorrow.... enslaves me to the nightBridge: its cold outside... its dark inside... i'm bleeding
I evoke you... i evoke you into my heart
I evoke you... i evoke you into my dreams
I evoke you... i evoke you into my life.. my heart... my mind... my soul..-
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Thank you Kiena for your kind words and support.
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I was able to restore this one short voicemail he left on my birthday a few weeks ago. It's all I have left of his voice. I wanted you to hear. He did call me back of course. At the very end of the brief message, he says "Jet'aime, bisous". That's what he always said even though he was Dutch. It's not because I live in France since I'm actually American. It was just a cute little thing he did.
The images of SL here are poor graphic quality because they are from way back when except for 1. I wanted to share them because it was when it all started, the love that is. The Warlord and the Vampire Queen. Script Shark and Vryl Valkyrie. That's who were in the beginning until we became Paul and Ginger.
Thanks for letting me share.
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Thank you Luna hugs
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He had so many names because his other characters were like his business managers or models to do photos, etc.. But the ones listed below are the ones he used most as alt egos but more like secretarial stuff.
amsterdam Charming
Alexander Claveau
Casinogames Leader
Duke Dingo
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Someone outside SL asked me if I was going back to SL. I replied yes because I love Paul (Script Shark) and have no way to get closer to him and part of his energy imprint is left in SL. I don't expect anyone to understand, especially not outside SL. There is nothing left inside me except heartbreak. There is no getting over that. I won't move on. People say things like you'll move on and no I won't. Yes you have his memories but that's not enough. I need more. Some things you can't get over. 18 years almost is a big portion of my life gone. Just like that, unexpectedly. Can't get it back ever. No one and nothing can ever replace what I had with Paul. I will never see him or hear or feel him again There is no getting over that. I'm a better ^person because of him and am nothing without him. I feel like my life is over now. I'm trying to be strong because I know he would want that. I will never see his face again, feel his touch, hear his voice. All that is left are memories and what he left behind in SL. I feel like no one in this world can understand me and what I'm going through except SL people. You are my people. Paul was my person. I love him so very much. I'm just dying inside. Literally dying. But I have to be strong because he wants me to. I'm trying so hard but not easy. Thank you everyone.
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I just want to say something else that even before we took it outside SL, we clicked but not at first meeting. It took a little time for him to grow on me. But my dear friend June was right. I love her for that. He just got so deep inside me. There I was like a frightened child and there he was with his big strong arms and hands reaching out to me. I grasp onto him with dear life. From that point forward we were inseparable despite some of our crazy arguments, mostly about me not liking some of his non PC comments lol. Now I miss that, I miss it all. I told people about him and I would get reactions like that's not a real relationship. What is a real relationship? There are many types of relationships in this world, connections of the mind and soul. No one has the right to say what is real or not. I don't like to say in reality because what is reality? I just say outside these walls of SL. Honestly love is love and a soul is a soul and that kind of beautiful connection can happen in any realm. It's not about race or gender or anything else other than just love.
The interesting thing is that everyone thought he was the dark one but it was he who brought me out of the darkness into the light of the living. It took time to make that transition.
A little poem I wrote for him:
"Crimson Red"
"Out from the dungeons of the dark divide
Where I've been enslaved ten thousand years
Heart bound in lead
Mind wrapped in chains
Soul imprisoned from within
Love found me barely alive
Crying tears of crimson redLove came to me in the deep abyss
Removing the splinter from my flesh
Revealing a passage up above
Beyond the night
Beyond despair
Above all fear
Love delivered me thereThrough shallow waters...
Crystallized memories...
Into the dark..
Seasoned with time
Love awaits me
Pouring it's spirit into mine
Crying tears of crimson red "
The very first time he proposed to me in SL. There were many other times after that lol.
"Dear Vryl Valkyrie,
You have received a Second Life partner proposal from Script Shark. Please
visit the link below to view the proposal:You have received a partner proposal from Script Shark. Please accept or reject this proposal by Sunday, December 31, 2006.
Send Your Reply:
Proposal:
Did i made a nice story did i get an error ^#$@$#@#% Even that don't work well...
Partner the warlord baby...Bisous!Congratulations! You have been partnered with Script Shark. This change will now be reflected in your in-world profile."
This is a photo of Paul looking rough. He was helping a friend in the Neverlands set up his market.
The other two images are a couple of my fav SL pics of our avatars.
He loved SL and was always thinking of new ways to make money in SL even though it was mostly a love/hate relationship. He believed it and Linden Lab until the day he died.
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Thank you Michelle. Hundreds of people have sent me beautiful messages in SL but I've sadly not been able to respond to all. I have a do not disturb on explaining everything. I don't even want to log out. Strange that I would find comfort in SL on his sandbox, a place I didn't really love. I guess because our journey began in SL. I'm never going to get over this loss. I can't even imagine how I'm going to move forward without him. We partnered and unpartnered probably more times than anyone else in SL. We had fights that never lasted longer than a day. He was everything I'm not. I'm more cultured and refined and he was bad boy persona and me just the opposite but it worked. I remember once years ago Obscuro Valkyrie asking me why I was with Script and that he made me look bad lol. I didn't care because I just loved him and no one could understand our connection. The truth is he had a heart of a teddy bear and cared for people... maybe not everyone lol and didn't mind letting people know. As I said very anti social but his brain was so sexy and hot. I just loved him so much. I learned how to be stronger, tougher and a fighter because of him. He was to me what Adam was to Eve. At least I have his rib and I'm a better, stronger woman because of him. June Dion, owner of Bare Rose got us together. She thought we would be a good match. Funny cause I thought he was nuts lol. What we didn't know at the time is that we originally met each other on an older virtual platform called Worlds. He loved SL. That was his go to place after work every day. Even when I wasn't in SL for the past several years, he was. For now I'm back. It won't bring Paul back but I'm just deep in my feels looking at all the old photos and messages, etc. So hard. Sorry for rambling. Thanks again to all for the love and support.
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Thanks everyone. The pain is unbearable . I've not slept. I keep listening to a voice mail that I was able to recover on my iphone over and over. I ran across an email from 10 years ago where he was telling me to not give up, that everything would work out in the end. I'm not sure about that. He was my one and only soul mate. I having difficulty accepting his death. It just doesn't seem real. I miss him so much already.
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Thank you Luna, that means a lot dear old friend. I've not really been in SL for years but I feel the need to be there now because of Paul. Script Shark. I guess it's hard to understand.
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Yesterday evening April 19 the love of my life died. He was my soul and strength. Honestly I don’t know how I will make it without him. He and I originally met 20 years ago in a virtual online environment called Worlds. A few years after that we went to Second Life. From Second Life to first life. In Second Life he had many names but the one he used most was Script Shark. I knew him as Paul. He was just a crazy kinda guy. He loved his Adult Sandbox. It was just another crazy side of him. I loved everything about him even if he was a bit anti-social and non PC. We were polar opposites yet we were a perfect fit. He was my best friend. I love him so much. I’m already missing him. Love you baby. Je t’aime et bisous forever. I’ll never love anyone else. I’ve only ever loved you. Thank you for loving me. You’re the only one who ever did. Your love was unconditional even with a difficult woman like myself even when I'm as sick as I am. .I'm never going to get over this loss. No one can ever replace him. I don't have another 17 to 20 years to start over with love, nor do I want to. Thank you Second Life because the love started here. I will keep his sand box open for as long as I can. Thanks for all the hundreds of people who have sent me heart warming condolences. I apologize that I cannot respond to each of you but please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
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Full sim with 20 thousand prims. All admin rights, terraform, debug panel, scripts, etc .. ban lins, group control, streaming. I will also add other admins for you per your request. Any rating. Commercial or residential. Subletting is allowed.
My last tennant was here on Sanctuarium for 8 years. Sadly she passed away a few days ago from cancer. She had created a beautiful Community. She will be missed and is loved by all who knew her. I'm sharing this info with you to let you know that this is the only island I rent out. I'm not doing it for profit. I only charge what Linden Lab charges me. Infact, I pay the VAT myself since I do not think it is fair to pass that tax unto you Simply because I live in France. I'm letting you have the first month at a discount to help you out, plus I also want to find the right tennant. It's important that we are both happy with the rental arrangement. This land has sentimental value. I've owned it almost 13 years. I am a caring land lady. I will also be invisible to you so no need to ever feel that the land is not yours. You have complete Freedom to do as you please as long as you do not break any SL rules.
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Sanctuarium/128/127/32
60,000 Lindens for first month and 68,000 Lindens for each month after. Pay land or rental box to take ownership of land.
Contact Vryl Valkyrie inworld for more info. Thank you and have a nice.
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2 weeks free… 65536 sqm, 20,000 prims, 68K Lindens monthly (or can pay 15,814 Lindens weekly if that works better for you), next tier not due until February 22. Commercial/Residential, you can also sublet, admin rights, (I can also make multiple admins for your region per your request) terraform, environment, water, sky, music/media settings, change maturity rating, ban lists, debug, sim restarts, etc, can bake terrain for easy terraform reverts. This island is empty ready for you to create your world on, but if you want, I can upload a terrain file or houses, buildings, etc. Contact Vryl Valkyrie or pay to move in. Thanks
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Sanctuarium/117/109/27 -
Sim Island - Land for Rent - 65536 sqm, 20,000 prims, 68K Lindens monthly. Commercial/residential, admin rights, terraform. Contact Vryl Valkyrie or pay to move in. Thanks
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Sanctuarium/117/109/27 -
For rent to the right person, half of my homestead. I am using the sky for my business so you can take the ground level.. with water, terraform rights, etc. 2500 prims, plus 14K Lindens monthly.
Please contact me (Vryl Valkyrie) for more info.
Thank you
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Full region island with 20 thousand prims, 68K Lindens monthly. All admin rights. Any maturity rating. Commercial or residential. Full admin rights, terraform, ban lists, environment control, etc. Can also be rented as 1/2 region with 10 prims for 34K Lindens monthly, or 1/4 region with 5000 prims for 12K Lindens monthly.. Or could rent full sim and then sub rent to others to build your own Community.
Please contact Vryl Valkyrie inworld for an appointment to visit or for more info.
Thank you.
Happy Holidays
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To be honest I do miss having Lindens inworld but it's the other possibility of corruption that I hate... and I'm not accusing Lindens of being corrupt but I feel that if we are not careful going back to the old ways can lead to corruption, intentional or not. If they can have an inworld presence without joining resident groups or vise versa, fan groups, etc adding favs to their picks, then possibly it can be a positive. I still think it should be limited on a control basis, not random "wow there is a linden" where they become this kind of iconic subculture popstar, if that makes sense.
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Thanks Laskya for your post but personally I see giving Lindens an inworld presence again is a step backwards. I don't see anything empowering with that other than for the people who will become their fans and worshippers by joining their groups, etc or striving to have their store in their picks. There will be too much room for abuse of power and all about who you know as in the good ole boy network is alive and well. Personally I feel that the SL experience is more immersive without inworld Linden presence or at least with limited presence except for special occasions like SL birthday or other major events.
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Thanks I can read and it's nice to see you can read too. As I said was merely sharing the article, plus I think it is relevant.
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This is not anything we didn't already know but thought I would share anyway.
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Script Shark, the love of my life died yesterday.
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Thank you Luna. I'm having a hard time. I don't want to log out of his sandbox but then I practically pass out. I tried to rebuild the sandbox back similar to how he had it. Doctor offered me sleeping pills but for now I'll pass. Seriously all the love I'm getting from you and others helps a lot. I don't know what I would do without you all. SL community is amazing. Love you all.