annacharmaine

STORY OF MY LIFE (Anna Charmaine Lahaylahay) just call me Dianne for not my real name. Based on real life story of mine. I live somewhere in Mandaue Cebu, we are Five in the family and im the 4rth from the eldest. 2brothers, and 2sisters. Aug 09, 1992 – the day I was born.. the day that all the trials came also… When I was born, my mom got paralyze, half of her body can’t move nor even feel any hurt. But as months.. and years come by… it was only her left hand that still didn’t cured. I was 3 years old when my Mommy (sister of my Father) decided to get me out of the life of my mom.. Because they think that my mom hated me so much because of what had happened to her. All her hatred poured unto me. No days that she wouldn’t hurt me… My mommy brought me to Manila… there was a time also that one of my Aunte Adopted me but things became more complicated and still I’m on the care of my Mommy in Manila .At that moment of my life.. I have felt what really a life of a child is... a life of being loved, a life of having a true mother.. A happy ever life… She treated me as her own daughter so as me.. I really love her so much.. I thought that my life was always like that.. a princess like life.. But years after when I got sick for almost a months and became more worst .. My mommy decided to brought me back to my true family.. That moment.. is really a big turning point of my life… I can’t even understand why things happened… (at 6 years old) when I got to Cebu my real life came. It was my father who first stood in front of me . and that’s where my real story starts. At that age..im trying to understand why those things happened.. why do I have two parents.? Why do my mommy lifted me here? Who are these people in front of me? And Etc. All those questions bothered me.. Years go by I became to understand where I am and who I am.. -------------------------------------- I am Dianne The 4th one. Followed by my younger brother. I was seven years old when I got to grade one.. When I suffered the anger of my mom on me. At that time my elder sister is the one who’s supplying our needs. Until the 2nd , and 3rd one finish there studies… im at high school when I realize what had happened to my life. As my mother were always angry at me…and hates me. There are times that I’m ironing my uniform for Monday.. And waking up on the morning looking for it... and found it under the bed of my mom. It is very dirty and crumpled. Ill just cried and trying to fix my uniform for im very late at school.. Time when she try to target me a knife .. At time when she hurts me more and more when I try to schooled my younger brother upon shouting on her for not doing some job for him. At time when I have to sleep over on my friend’s house to pass that bad nights. At time when I got home late and very hungry for we are practicing for our high school graduation. But when I tried to open and look for food in the table.. my mom shouted at me.. (crazy!!! You!!) don’t ever eat that food for that’s only left for your older brother.!. so I have nothing to do but do clean again the house and wash those dishes so that I will have a short study and sleep. .My morning awaked sched. is 4:30 am every Mondays to Fridays for school. This is my everyday sched. 4:30--- wake up Cook for food… And Clean the house.. (very little works right?) but when it comes to cleaning.. my mom is very neat when she couldn’t let me go for school when she noticed even a little dusty on any of our house things.. and couldn’t be contented .. but hurt me.. and shouted at me… My life is everyday like that… but everyday too.. I never stopped asking those teachers advices, close friends.. specially praying God and asking for help and wisdom.. Strength and Courage to go through.. to enlighten my mind not to talked back and get angry with my mother for doing that. Everyday...I’m trying to understand why she have to do that all only to me.. Am I that really bad ??? That’s those words came from my mind when I remembered all of those.