I really hate to start another thread on this topic. I'm just wondering if anyone has been through heartbreak on SL when it feels even worse than "RL" breakups when there aren't any SL or RL friends you can even talk to about it. I know listening to someone describe all the details of what happened isn't something just anyone would care about fully. But seriously, the feeling I have now is so much worse because there is nobody RL or SL I can talk to about this. And, the friends who I can talk to about this, only think of this as good news, because now I'm "available" or whatever :/ Basically, I feel totally lame that I fell so hard for someone. He flat out told me today that we will never be "SL boyfriends" again. But I keep thinking of ways to let him know again how much I love him, and more excuses to be around him. And then realize that it's really over, so trying to extend this in any way is completely mental. But it's still hard to let go. Right now, I have no desire to sign into SL to chat. The thought of doing that in the future seems to depressing as well, because no matter what, as I'm signing in, I will be thinking of him, and what has changed, and if he misses me and wants me back. It's lame thoughts I'm having now! The one person I do know on SL who I can talk to, just offered for me to stay with him over the weekend. He offered to help me, since he's been through what I have been through. I know he's "real" or whatever, because we Skyped after I got the bad news. But it's a 6 hour trip to see him, but I'm seriously thinking of doing it! If you have ever fallen so hard for someone, and then get the bad news, and have no RL or SL friends that can help in a significant way: what have you done that first day, up to the first week, to survive it in a healthy way, without extending the illusion that there is still hope of getting back together. I won't go into more details, but this is a cry all day, more pain than I have ever felt, can't work, can't sleep type of thing, and the thought of going through a Friday night and weekend, alone like this, terrifies me. I mean, I don't wanna sound so drama-ish, it will all work out and in time, this will heal. But this first day, and weekend, I can't decide to stay in my apt with my roommates and RL friends who think SL is lame anyway, and don't think going back on SL will help at all. I could block him but honestly, don't know if that would help. Life without him is just blackness now, if I could take a "forget about SL pill" I would.