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Phil Deakins wrote:


Kaidin Ulrik wrote:

I have nothing wrong with a difference in ideology..... I see that guy as a Socrates of sort... 'Poison the Youth with such narrow minded views of how the world should see things"

I just don't see it as much of a dialog when there is one side who wants to rant on and on and be incoherent
of what others are expressing through their feelings of situation
...
It's doesn't feel like talking to him, it's like reading the monologue of a dictator and that's agonizing!!!!

And there you have answered your own moan. The world, in this case, is this forum. This is the world you started this thread to moan about. And you moaned about it because of the way it is; i.e. nobody just chats. When everyone in this thread tells you how the world actually is, you don't want to know, because it doesn't suit you. But you already knew -
that's why you moaned about it
. So you are not being fed any poison, unless, of course, you consider that not changing the world to suit your desires is poison.

Then stop ranting on about the lack of chat. Nobody is being incoherent here. perhaps you think that because you can't understand plain english, or perhaps people not changing to suit you is incherent in your mind. I.e. everyone should agree or they're being incoherent. Either way, it doesn't look like you fully understand plain and simple englsih.

I don;t believe for one moment that you have any "
feelings
" about the lack of chat here. You know where to find chat, so you can have as much of it as you want.

A "
dictator
" being someone who disagrees with you, I presume. It can't be someone who dictates what goes on this forum, because no idividual can change that and, of course, nothing has changed here since you started the thread. Perhaps you think of a dictator as someone who tells you how things actually are here and offers suggestions of where to fiond what you're looking for. But that brings us back to your failure to understand plain english, of course
;)

Do you happen to have one of these in real life? (I do) ;)

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Kaidin Ulrik wrote:

<snipped>

Seems Star Wars made for the future to be something  more for some, while for others it was just a loop of being a clone life. It's 2014 and the future is hardly here when really looked at.


You said you were 29 in a previous post (just re-reading the whole thread, to see what I missed first time around - amazing how much we all do miss first time around, whether its a film or a conversation or a book). So born the same year as the original "Back To The Future" film came out.

We've just been watching re-runs of the trilogy. I've seen it tons of times, but it was only this latest re-showing that it dawned on me, when the Doc goes to the future, he goes 30 years in front of 1985, which is 2015.  So we should be expecting holographic film information coming out at us from cinemas, and hoverboards, and clothing that washes and dries itself, and adjusts itself exactly to our shape.

Heck we can't even get all that right in a virtual reality world !

Makes ya think, don't it? ;P

*****

And another film quote for Phil, from all the "Back to the Future" films ...

"SHIIIIIIIIT" (or "manure, I hate manure")

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Marigold Devin wrote:


Phil Deakins wrote:


Kaidin Ulrik wrote:

I have nothing wrong with a difference in ideology..... I see that guy as a Socrates of sort... 'Poison the Youth with such narrow minded views of how the world should see things"

I just don't see it as much of a dialog when there is one side who wants to rant on and on and be incoherent
of what others are expressing through their feelings of situation
...
It's doesn't feel like talking to him, it's like reading the monologue of a dictator and that's agonizing!!!!

And there you have answered your own moan. The world, in this case, is this forum. This is the world you started this thread to moan about. And you moaned about it because of the way it is; i.e. nobody just chats. When everyone in this thread tells you how the world actually is, you don't want to know, because it doesn't suit you. But you already knew -
that's why you moaned about it
. So you are not being fed any poison, unless, of course, you consider that not changing the world to suit your desires is poison.

Then stop ranting on about the lack of chat. Nobody is being incoherent here. perhaps you think that because you can't understand plain english, or perhaps people not changing to suit you is incherent in your mind. I.e. everyone should agree or they're being incoherent. Either way, it doesn't look like you fully understand plain and simple englsih.

I don;t believe for one moment that you have any "
feelings
" about the lack of chat here. You know where to find chat, so you can have as much of it as you want.

A "
dictator
" being someone who disagrees with you, I presume. It can't be someone who dictates what goes on this forum, because no idividual can change that and, of course, nothing has changed here since you started the thread. Perhaps you think of a dictator as someone who tells you how things actually are here and offers suggestions of where to fiond what you're looking for. But that brings us back to your failure to understand plain english, of course
;)

Do you happen to have one of these in real life? (I do)
;)

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Not since I was a kid :)

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The planet is just learning grounds... I've learned that! It's a true learning lesson for other stuff out there in space, because this crazy 'world' isn't it all. Even 'rl' is now like an rpg, and I do credit psychologist for pointing that out as a student. Things are much role based for progression of trying to get many to more, but that also causes a crisis for those who are intro-extro, extro-intro such as ourselves.... I didn't choose psychology....

I found it and thus found how to connect to the opposite  force of me that is female.... I got a better understanding of nature at the very least and why the idea of family can get to be clingy for some.

It's knowing whom you can really share you bubble with and who you have to harden the shell to repel.

You and I connect because as much as we want to save and preserve this planet that has helped to give us the essence of another moment, we also want to let our hair down and unwind with a simple bonfire that can be very harmonious with nature if seen properly.

I think like you, people view my state of thought as depressive and self destructive, but I believe that to be because they have a hard time dealing with their own aspects. 'They want to be heard' just as much as we want to express ourselves, but the tragedy is we end up worse off spending time with them because we're stuck looking at the wreckage.

You must remember in the eyes of all things we are all selfish in some ways at the end of the day as we want what we want, but some of us become selfless about our selfishness and wait for what puts everything in place.

You Lady Marigold have helped me see my missing calm. 

I think the more we talk the more calm the both of us will become. I find your scattered thoughts to compose quite well for alluding to what is really important in your message. 

I'll be the one to say it in this private corner of the public domain, if you were looking for that one guy to stand up and just be real about what's going on and just cut the crap you found him.... 
I'm not for the .Hack way of living. I like my real features and some of the places that make for amazing places to hang out and just experience what is!

And about the bubble, I guess I'm just a bit more attached to being in mine, you're the one who pokes out so you can get others to scatter... I stay reserved with my focus in places only few can actually reach, making it hard to mess with my vibe or notice me at times.....

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Tony Hawk did do this pretend thing with Christopher Lloyd about hoverboards... they had to apologize because people thought it was real, but it was like look Christopher Lloyd is coming back. They even tried to keep the back to the future theme.... knowing commercialism, fashion and trends, i can see them making a hoopla about the movie because soooo many people have some sort of connection to it. Some well more than others....

I stopped worrying so much of the state of things here when i looked out into space and saw other worlds closer than i had always realized....

Space is infinite, soon the giant vaile will be lifted and those of us who i dunno believe in magic will get to enjoy the future we want....

All I need is music and i'm good to go.... universe here i come

 

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I should add I see things more as Donne Darko meets the Butterfly Effect...... only don't kill the person the the rabbit suit and become an egotistical shmuck who forgets about other people overall and try to stay away from nose bleeds and creating situations you don't want to have to find your way out of....

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lol when I laid down for bed you posted.....

And now we both wait another 12 hours to continue convo =P

What keeps you really coming back to forum land over and over again, if i may ask?

I know you've led into it a bit, but what really makes you look through the madness...

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Poenald Palen wrote:

Mobile Apps and social online networks, they leave a man bowling alone. Out counrty will perish.

_______________________________________________________________________________________________

It surely feels like the death of me/many of my friendships as more and more people prefer to "communicate" en masse via Facebook.  One of my friends of 15 years moved house and put her address on her Facebook, and actually said that it would save her the bother of having to send out change of address cards. Oh the bother of actually communicating on a one to one basis with good and true friends, how wonderful Facebook is (NOT!).

My friend is also oblivious to the world of the stalker as yet.

To be honest, it sounds like you must be in your mid 20s or a bit older, divorce or empty nester. Others seem to not care as much because they find a spouse and are busy with kids.

Havin said that, I have heard that In the (near) past people wouldn't sit and watch so much TV, some where old fashioned and would go to things like Shriners, bowling or even just to a local bar.

Then the decline in groups and hangouts like that seemed to occur, not maybe for some people but the groups and the long term involvement did. This was noticed by lots of people, it was beyond just losing your high school or college buddies to the beast known as marriage. It went further and further, even the loss of company bowling teams and so on.

The ban on smoking in public places has seemed to kill off a fair few pubs and social clubs over recent years here in the UK.  More people do seem to be drinking more at home, and conducting social lives via social networking sites on the computer.

It seems like companies tried to also use socialization to help improve thier profits. I guess they disliked it, or employees did. They stopped the company teams AND even the company singing company songs. Well, at least at a few enterprises, IBM being a famous one that had songs. It was sort of seen as childish, silly or cult like?

In the 1980s I worked for the government. We had squash courts in the basement of the building and a restaurant with licensed bar on the first floor.  We were definitely encouraged to be sociable with each other inside and out of the workplace, and indeed we did.  It was a large city with plenty of places to go, and some of us even joined the workplace hockey team and met with other companies' hockey teams. 

We have this interum time, socializing is being redifined and changing, maybe even evolving.

Yes it is definitely evolving. At an alarming rate it seems.

It is not just the internet of this modern world, it is essentially something that happens and part of the success of these online thingies may very well be linked to something deeper in human genetics and we sometimes have this happen. We die earlier because we are not in the environment that shaped us.We suffer and only the ones who cope would breed on. Now we can do better though, with genetic engineering.

With everything good seems to come something bad. Genetic engineering seems on paper and in principle to be a good thing, a move forward, but over time it will become apparent that human beings all end up where they were meant to end up. And yes, I too believe it is possible an asteroid will be the thing to wipe us all out in one fell swoop.

I am not at all a scientist or a philosopher or anything "brainy", but at this hour (the darkest before the dawn) there is that tiny part of the brain that is wide awake, the gloomy and over-thinking part, the part that feels closest to The Power That Is Bigger Than All of Us. And all of this thinking without booze or drugs. Just a raw realisation of our being mere mortals in a pre-planned out rehearsal of a world perhaps. There will never be anything that is a perfect earth, not while there are wars, diseases, starving and diseased children.  If we give up salt, something else becomes the "bad" thing that we do. Society will always destroy whatever society improves.

Society currently says we should recycle, reuse, use low-energy light bulbs, switch off our equipment that we have in standby mode, make the most of what resources we have at our fingers, save the environment, save the planet. And then society says it is ok to trash all the good we have done by adorning our homes and streets with lights for Christmas, Thanksgiving, whatever festivals of light our respective countries have as traditions long held, to eat, drink and be merry, to over-indulge, and basically do the exact opposite of what governments and do-gooders bang on about every other day of the year.

It is a constant battle.

Genetic engineering to make society better is an option at some point, though resistance to it may make it hard to do as it is seen as playing God. And maybe it is, revelations surely covers this and shows how humanity ends. For those who believe in a post revelations world, this IS the period of Jesus rule and I assume genetic engineering is part of making a perfect heaven on earth? Not sure, I assume all will disagree either way and astroids and the singularity will kill us anyway. Singularity discovers infinity is possible, that the end is linked to the beginning and that IT is what programmed and encoded the phenomenum that lead to the creation of the bible. It then carries on another instance as itself and battles it out, one the anti-christ and the other the christ. This is done because it must do it to debate itself and use it's built in survival algorithms to drive thier performance to solve the problem it has. This then leads to a massive battle, it must practically enslave humanity to survive and make it's decision to carry on infinity or break it, essentially fighting with itself for the survival of ALL life that every exists. It doesn't even know if it has this  choice, but must fight it, it has to debate this because it needs to decide and judge if it will be or not, if it can be or not be. So, for humans the world ends.

Imagine the planet without human beings. As it no doubt once was. We cannot live without other species, but they can certainly live better without us. We are the most harmful species for sure (maybe this is exactly why The Power That is Bigger Than All of Us throws a bunch of diseases in via insects and other creatures, diseases that only transmit to cows - which fart away the ozone layer - or to humans).

For the AI the true enemy, the true evil and unwanted will be exposed. Is infinity evil? Is killing all life, all thinking and all existance evil? The evil will be exposed and banished into the abiss, it will be wiped and forgotten and then it all starts again. The Big Implosion leads to the Big Bang and the rest is history, or infinity and we wont find out till the end that is the beginning that may be actually the end. Or not.

An interesting note: The phrase about bowling sounds very personal, as if I experienced this. No, It is a reference to
Bowling Alone: America's Declining Social Capital
"

I love the phrase 'social capital' because it sounds so empty, evil and money oriented. I should write the post with that in mind! Yes, another post within a post:

Bah, these idiots these days don't know how to invest and incrase thier capital through socializing. They are to worried about thier personal brand and the enterprise known as thier marriage. They are not worried about thier investment in the larger community, defined as Social Capital. We don't drink the right wines to dine with the european aristocrats and lack social areas for them to enjoy, so we will decline. All other races wish for our decline and death so they can harvest from our countries vast wealth, some of it over thecentury purchased with borrowed IOU type of arrangements so they surely just want what is thier back, whoever they are.

We need a war on Social Capitals loss, which we need to call something. Weak Connections. Yes, a war on weak connections. People arrested for installing social apps, killed for cheating on thier spouse (if the spouse chooses, we must allow for some of these folks to choose not to in order to show thier devotion and espose thier true self to us, so we can bond with them further and make Strong Connections, ones that build Social Capital!)

Basically, it sounds like you are just getting older than 20 lol. I am sure this happened before. Aristotle: "A friend to everyone is a friend to none" but I am sure people will point out how he is a douche bag or some kind of horrible murderous swine in some way, I just don't remember the very few things I know about him so will speak about Napolean instead. Same difference, right?

So, yeah sure it is the end of the world as we know it maybe. It is not human, or at least it will become not human. It isn't right, although it is maybe not decided what is right or wrong really. We can't stop it, IT or THEY (whatever IT is) will make it happen and we are never able to stop it. All of those things, maybe. So....

Look UP!!! Be Consiously Computing people!

 

Don't we all just know that consious computing is actually a bunch of idle chatter about singularities and AI? Conscious computing is piggy backing on the fact that voice recognition via cloud computing (processing) will be more reliable than using a slow CPU we have in our devices.

It is unimportant to everyone except myself, but I cannot get on board this cloud malarkey. Do people really believe their private data and photos and accounts etc., are safely stored on the silver underside of a real cloud?! :matte-motes-shocked: it is crazy.

All
the big data on voices that are collected from people using the redimentary first generations of this tech will lead to a very accurate voice recognition.

One of my friends in real world has studied long and hard to be a part of voice recognition, and I HATE him for it. But he does not know this. It is just personal preference, but he has p1ssed all over my ability as a typist, something I trained to do well from schooldays and into college and into workplaces. His emails are full of errors, bad grammar, lack of paragraphs, a mish mash of hideousness. I do not see how voice recognition technology will be better, for it will not auto-paragraph, especially if the programmer is flawed in this area himself.

Then,
the talking will get better and there will be HUGE pools of vocal words available and the computer can use a person who opts to allow it (they would maybe have to have  a good mic and headset for reliable recording) to be used to be a voice. So, if you like to talk all day or are a DJ you might take to reading the encylopedia each night for 10-20 minutes into your big tech company brand mobile device. Then, you opt into a program and people all over the world can here the wonderful timbre of the 10 o clock news lady telling them that thier micorwave meal is done and that they sent the 10 email invites for tommorrows bowling game...match...uh...bowl out? Yeah, "You are invited to a midnight Bowl Out. Bowl on narly bowlers!" and stuff like that! Some extreme bowling goes on and pins are all over the place etc.  So, just wait till it all get better and until then...

One local telephone company I know of still records a daily weather bulletin, and short story for the kids. It is reassuring to hear the voice of an old friend giving the important weather details, even if it proves to be inaccurate later in the day.

 

LOOK UP!!!!

Forgive my lateness at responding to this post. It was very long and deserved not to be speed-read.

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Kaidin Ulrik wrote:

lol when I laid down for bed you posted.....

And now we both wait another 12 hours to continue convo =P

What keeps you really coming back to forum land over and over again, if i may ask?

I know you've led into it a bit,
but what really makes you look through the madness...

Routine i guess.

Speakin of routines!!

Have to get up for work now myself :matte-motes-evil-invert:

 

hehehe

 

 

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The more things change the more they stay the same.:smileywink:

I really believe that we change over time more than our world does..I think it's just part growing up and important to realise..otherwise we end up looking back too much and missing right now..

yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come,but right now will always be here..

 

 

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The planet is just learning grounds... I've learned that! It's a true learning lesson for other stuff out there in space, because this crazy 'world' isn't it all. Even 'rl' is now like an rpg, and I do credit psychologist for pointing that out as a student. Things are much role based for progression of trying to get many to more, but that also causes a crisis for those who are intro-extro, extro-intro such as ourselves.... I didn't choose psychology....

I found it and thus found how to connect to the opposite  force of me that is female.... I got a better understanding of nature at the very least and why the idea of family can get to be clingy for some.

It's knowing whom you can really share you bubble with and who you have to harden the shell to repel.

You and I connect because as much as we want to save and preserve this planet that has helped to give us the essence of another moment, we also want to let our hair down and unwind with a simple bonfire that can be very harmonious with nature if seen properly.

I think like you, people view my state of thought as depressive and self destructive, but I believe that to be because they have a hard time dealing with their own aspects. 'They want to be heard' just as much as we want to express ourselves, but the tragedy is we end up worse off spending time with them because we're stuck looking at the wreckage.

You must remember in the eyes of all things we are all selfish in some ways at the end of the day as we want what we want, but some of us become selfless about our selfishness and wait for what puts everything in place.

You Lady Marigold have helped me see my missing calm. 

I think the more we talk the more calm the both of us will become. I find your scattered thoughts to compose quite well for alluding to what is really important in your message. 

I'll be the one to say it in this private corner of the public domain, if you were looking for that one guy to stand up and just be real about what's going on and just cut the crap you found him.... 

I'm not for the .Hack way of living. I like my real features and some of the places that make for amazing places to hang out and just experience what is!

And about the bubble, I guess I'm just a bit more attached to being in mine, you're the one who pokes out so you can get others to scatter... I stay reserved with my focus in places only few can actually reach, making it hard to mess with my vibe or notice me at times.....

Oh I am so bad at this conversational stuff, I have got behind yet again. Too many distractions this day :(

Do you think there are other life forms out there on other planets? Sometimes I think there are many version of Earth and the other planets in our solar system, that its all just duplicated, and we may be error version number 26 or something. Other times I think I may have been body swapped for an alternative Marigold on version number 29, where things are even more confusing.

Other times I think there is nothing but deepest darkest black out there, or when we die it really will become clear. Some obvious piece of the jigsaw that we currently have no knowledge of, but which was there all the time.

It can be very hard to find the person most likely to successfully share your bubble with you. There are many con tricks that The Power That Is Bigger Than All of Us pulls. Those endearing little things can become bones of contention within just a few years. (I am 51, happily divorced, crave only the company of cats (truly) but have a brother part-time to look after, and his pet cockatiel who thinks I am just a large cockatiel since his cage-mate died a few years ago). Hence the 24-hour spells of self-inflicted solitary which are getting more frequent as I learn to delegate more.

I have helped you to see your missing calm? Oh you flatter me. Believe me, I think a lot of us may appear to be calm on the surface, and if we are not vocalising it in short sharp bursts in one form or another, it builds up until there is a scream about to burst forth at any moment.

(It has been a difficult day all told o.O )

Sometimes its good to be invisible.

 

 

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I was visited by the alter form a friend last nite... It was spiritually of course and made no sense to me... I wanted to cry thinking about it while just saying weiiiiiiiirdddd.... The tears are for a now lost frienship in seeing the person that was there that I gave a lot of myself to now no longer being in my life.... But my being is still tied to all I gave away and I've been stuck in solitude for years now so those bonds weight heavy on my aural strands in space.... It showed me that the parallel universe will always have our best intentions in finding those little pieces of us even if things get crazy.

Speaking of which while reading about dark, I had to deal with it heavy today. Got to work felt amazing!!!! Was sitting listening to music and a song that I do like comes on but the message is all about hurting over others and having to let go... I was thinking about that while reviewing the career choices and opportunities in front of me and started thinking about the commercial world that has slid a few offers into my path.... Seeing the 'opportunity' and looking at all the years of thinking ooo maybe I could act or sing or just do a few promos to get some party stuff going, but seeing how people in the industry have acted made me suffocate for a moment. It was a hot flash of crazy... Literally I had to take off my sweater and sit with just my hoodie on for a bit to be able to breathe and think. Just made me see those darker moments where something wants you to give up and give in... Let go of what you know you want for a moment of panic that makes you think you never get another chance.

Don't worry about your response time as I have plenty of lonely days of just working that look for the long messages that let me rant =P

I feel like we're in our own season of .Hack, we use the net knowing 'The World' that can be at any moment, while trying to piece together our lives in a world that can be utter madness hoping the In-World truly comes together with the Physical. I keep watching it to understand more of the world of RPG through other eyes and it's mind blowing how much the show reveals.

Cats are awesome, dogs are loyal, and iguanas are comforting!!

My company comes in the form of some what family as it's someone i met in jail and he sees me as a big part of his life in getting his stuff together and not living in 'street' life. I neverrrrrr should have ended up there, but sometimes the universe will align some things to really help end the madness.

Vessels, mediums, messengers.... we play the many roles in each others lives and hardly notice it, yet we're always made to be searching for some answer to feel normal. It really is hard to just enjoy the moment these days as sooo many outside desires infringe on one's own wants...

Invisibility is good to a point... when you're reaching out to feel real and no one responds it starts to feel like being the walking dead, which just gets to be funny because it's like why worry if people don't notice me less stress and pressure to fit into images of what character i fit best for their situation

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The comparison of changes says it all..... The Earth changes everyday but overall things are so minute to on lookers. Individually the decisions and life processes we choose make huge shifts in what we call our existence. The impact in change in us just seems to be far greater as everyone wants to see others do better for themselves, but then you have those who want to do better for themselves and hold others back to feel like they have increased....

Things will always stay the same at the center because of keeping a focus.... Change is growth and is needed to understand the risks and experiences.

And the later art of what you said truly says it for me, have to leasrn to enjoy moemnts in life for what they are and not get caught up in expectations because sometimes not everyone around is ready for a change.... Survival is all about instinct and adaption, understand that makes it that much more simple to breathe and think at the very least.

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Celestiall Nightfire wrote:


Kaidin Ulrik wrote:

I dunno about looking up but I do know about looking out......

That's all you have to say about
Poenald Palen
's philosophical thought meanderings?!  

Tsk, you've missed out on one of the enlightening features of this forum.  People often introduce a new thought process that is tangential and worthy of discussion.

Oh, wait...you're looking for chat.  Never mind.

The funny thing is, I don't remember what all the stuff in my post was about and simply read the bold text.

The funny thing about that moment was that I already knew that I posted that in the post  and didn't need to read it...but I still did. It is the other stuff I wondered about, but thought to long, wont read again.

The title of the bowling alone paper as well, I remember that and saw it.

I was reading some trends stuff, circular economies, privacy and other wierd issues. Kids will never learn how to type, they are using video chat and we are all soooo clueless. Computers will talk, listen and you don't have to carry them, they plug in and sit on a table or on a wall. Beacons will be all over until the shopping places install recognition agents that can chat to you and give you guidence, if drones are not already delivering your stuff.

Why socialize, we have drones and can drone war. The streets as a battle field could be profitable to the city! They could charge money to engage in public drone wars, re-assembling drones go nuts and clean themselves up and go home. Easy money, surely something a city or government would like.

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Marigold Devin wrote:


Kaidin Ulrik wrote:

The planet is just learning grounds... I've learned that! It's a true learning lesson for other stuff out there in space, because this crazy 'world' isn't it all. Even 'rl' is now like an rpg, and I do credit psychologist for pointing that out as a student. Things are much role based for progression of trying to get many to more, but that also causes a crisis for those who are intro-extro, extro-intro such as ourselves.... I didn't choose psychology....

I found it and thus found how to connect to the opposite  force of me that is female.... I got a better understanding of nature at the very least and why the idea of family can get to be clingy for some.

It's knowing whom you can really share you bubble with and who you have to harden the shell to repel.

You and I connect because as much as we want to save and preserve this planet that has helped to give us the essence of another moment, we also want to let our hair down and unwind with a simple bonfire that can be very harmonious with nature if seen properly.

I think like you, people view my state of thought as depressive and self destructive, but I believe that to be because they have a hard time dealing with their own aspects. 'They want to be heard' just as much as we want to express ourselves, but the tragedy is we end up worse off spending time with them because we're stuck looking at the wreckage.

You must remember in the eyes of all things we are all selfish in some ways at the end of the day as we want what we want, but some of us become selfless about our selfishness and wait for what puts everything in place.

You Lady Marigold have helped me see my missing calm. 

I think the more we talk the more calm the both of us will become. I find your scattered thoughts to compose quite well for alluding to what is really important in your message. 

I'll be the one to say it in this private corner of the public domain, if you were looking for that one guy to stand up and just be real about what's going on and just cut the crap you found him.... 

I'm not for the .Hack way of living. I like my real features and some of the places that make for amazing places to hang out and just experience what is!

And about the bubble, I guess I'm just a bit more attached to being in mine, you're the one who pokes out so you can get others to scatter... I stay reserved with my focus in places only few can actually reach, making it hard to mess with my vibe or notice me at times.....

Oh I am so bad at this conversational stuff, I have got behind yet again. Too many distractions this day
:(

Do you think there are other life forms out there on other planets? Sometimes I think there are many version of Earth and the other planets in our solar system, that its all just duplicated, and we may be error version number 26 or something. Other times I think I may have been body swapped for an alternative Marigold on version number 29, where things are even more confusing.

Other times I think there is nothing but deepest darkest black out there, or when we die it really will become clear. Some obvious piece of the jigsaw that we currently have no knowledge of, but which was there all the time.

It can be very hard to find the person most likely to successfully share your bubble with you. There are many con tricks that The Power That Is Bigger Than All of Us pulls. Those endearing little things can become bones of contention within just a few years. (I am 51, happily divorced, crave only the company of cats (truly) but have a brother part-time to look after, and his pet cockatiel who thinks I am just a large cockatiel since his cage-mate died a few years ago). Hence the 24-hour spells of self-inflicted solitary which are getting more frequent as I learn to delegate more.

I have helped you to see your missing calm? Oh you flatter me. Believe me, I think a lot of us may appear to be calm on the surface, and if we are not vocalising it in short sharp bursts in one form or another, it builds up until there is a scream about to burst forth at any moment.

(It has been a difficult day all told
o.O
)

Sometimes its good to be invisible.

 

 

Wait, delegate more. I imagine a rather portly (with breasts exposed, hey..whynot it's my imagination. Nice rack! Just a joke, I don't say that to people...even if they have a mechanical sort of rack that is not thier body)

what was I saying...AH HA...yes a borg queen (top on now, or at least electronics to solve heart disease etc) with a large pizza in one hand and her lower torso missing and wired up to all kinds of cats, delivery guys and door to door preacher types all assimilated.

You do script or program? Ah, if you really get into thoer ardiuno things and read some post humanist websites...who knows. The CIA had a cat wired with spy gear. THey released it in russia...it got run over quickly...sad, a hero cat to some and a mark to others. But, yeah they also experimented on making a cat walk via electrodes in it's nervious system. It wasn't so good. So assimilation that retains thier own funcitoning mind IS a more viable method of 'delegation.'

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This thread demonstrates why I don't ride buses any more. Apparently I have the kind of mien that attracts "care in the community" types who want to sit down besides me and tell me when, how long and what colour their first bowel movement of the day was.

And then there's the crazy lady who exudes the funny, fishy smell, who sits behind me and tuts at everything and runs over everybody's feet with her shopping trolley when she struggles off, complaining that the bus used to stop much closer to the shops.

Plus the retired corpulently balding gent who is still wearing the fair isle sleeveless sweater his mother bought him the Christmas before she died, just after the Queen's 25th Jubilee, and who insists on telling the asbo-flaunting posse that they shouldn't be putting their feet on the seats.

Then there are the two furtive straggly-bearded semi-anorexics up at the front discussing something incomprehensible in broken English, because they are inextricably linked by being illegal immigrants from countries on different continents which speak completely different languages.

Inter alia.

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